DEMIAN
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Prologue
I cannot tell my story without going a long way back.
If it were possible I would go back much farther still to
the very earliest years of my childhood and beyond them
to my family origins.
When poets write novels they are apt to behave as if
they were gods, with the power to look beyond and comprehend any human story and serve it up as if the
Almighty himself, omnipresent, were relating it in all
its naked truth. That I am no more able to do than the
poets. But my story is more important to me than any
poet's story to him, for it is my own-and it is the story
of a huffian being-not an invented, idealised person
but a real, live, uniq:-e being. What constitutes a real,
live human being is more of a mystery than ever these
days, and men-each one of whom is a valuable, unique
experiment on the part of nature-are shot down wholesale. If, however, we were not something more than
unique human beings and each man jack of us could
really be dismissed from this world with a bullet, there
would be no more point in relating stories at all. But
ev~ man is not only himself; he is also the unique,
particulaJ:, always significant and remarkable point
where the phenomena of the world intersect once and
for all and never again. That is why every man's story
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is important, eternal, sacred; and why every man while
he lives and fulfils the will of nature is a wonderful
creature, deserving the \ltmOSt attention. In each individual the spirit is made 'flesh, in each one the whole of
creation suffers, in each one a Saviour is crucified.
Few people nowadays know what man is. Many feel it